Ughhh i feel gross right now , finding out new things that are disturbing the hell out of me.  I hate seeing one of my closest friends having never done anything bad to a certain person, and definitely not deserving to be SCREWED OVER by that same person who supposedly cared.  I can't condone those actions in the least bit, like that person gives a fuck, but just to let you know, that's even worse than hurting someone straight-up.  A true friend stabs you in the front, and risks his or her own pride to let the truth be known.  karma karma karma our lovely karma friend does not forget these things.

Let me just say to all my friends right now.. If you ever you have to hurt me, at least do it to my face. Don't get all sneaky on me or I'll kick your ass =)

Okay time to go to work now! I miss the Bay but its actually great to face the blizzardy snow again and the crazy performer's life once again.  Hope yall get to check me out sometime this season because it ain't often that an Asian chick gets to be a star out here.  Come check me out. Get tix! I can get you 50% off   No excuses now! Haha. Ok off I go.

Shit its been awhile since I updated this mess... Hope yawl beein hanging in therre.  Ballets been good to me, the moneysituation gettin better but my feet are dying and sometimes your man shouldn't always have to give your stinky feet a massage! lol thanks hunney =P  

Holidays went crazy as usual. I'm actualy still at home visiting all my friends and jank like that - since college its hard to just be able to party with your friends like youre still young and dont have athing to worry about.  Its a great time though to reminise about all your times togheter in the past and chop it up with embarrassing stories!! Yes Jord, we all remember when your pants fell down 4 years ago, dont matta how much time will pass by, we'll remember, dont you worry bout it! =)

But the Holidays sometimes bring out the worst in people too. Fuckin shit, everywhere I went people seemed to just be springing out of dark holes cutting you off and cussing at you over little things. Holy jeez!!! Calm your asses down folks.. it's just presents. WHO CARES! This one lady was at the crosswalk and I thought she had stopped, so I kept the car rolling. The crazybitch runs out in the middle of the road, shoves the stroller in front of her so that I won't hit her poor innocent child. What a bitch! Risking the life of a kid just to get ahead by a few seconds? I hope God watches over that poor kid, whose mom is very stupid.

Anyways I gotta get going but I hope you all remember how much I love you and that I'll always be there for you. No matter how ugly my feet look, no matter how crazy you are, and even if your pants fall down, I got mad love. Dontcha worry! Time to spend my remaining 3 days with mah fams before leaving back to Manhattan.  I'll certainly miss you all again.  This NewYear, do something new, something you've never done before. Surprise yourself and everyone else around you.  Have a new perspective on something.  Give someone a chance.  Or stop letting people treat you like crap. Or stop being so hard on yourself.  Don't despair so early in the year, cause it'll be January05 before ya know it!